Hope for women starting their career again

 I believe in my future very strongly, so I have to keep on going.

What kept going through my head was, ‘Why not go back to corporate and get another HR job. It would be easier than this struggle.’ 

But I don’t want to go back to corporate. I think I am past the point of no return. I am starting to like being a small business person, who has flexibility and can work from home. More importantly, I really believe that I am supposed to be doing this and couldn’t give up. It may sound stupid now, but I believe it very strongly, so I have to keep on going. 

I do wonder sometimes what keeps me going. Is it sheer pigheadedness, having strong faith, or bloody stupidity? Time will tell. There is obviously something inside of me that refuses to give in. 

I don’t know whether to be grateful for my strong faith or wish it would go away. Anyway, I need to get back to contacting my clients, so enough navel gazing for one day.